Saturday, March 20th, 2010 08:12 pm
And you may certainly have a cookie if you recognize the reference.

I have lots of cookies, don't worry.

This optimism thing I have been doing for the last 28 years: I am now committed to it as a lifestyle. )
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 10:14 pm
Please don't ask me my opinion or thoughts about Glee, Glee promotions, Glee casting, Glee anything at all. I am not watching, I am not engaging, I am not critiquing. I am doing something "more important" with my time.

Here is my only comment on the show's next season, in case you're wondering my thoughts.

What do you think? Does Weinstein's story and perspective change your opinion of Glee's treatment of disabled characters?

No.

Mostly because Weinstein's story doesn't address the bulk of critiques of the show.

Your article implies that the only criticism people had of Artie's storyline was that Kevin McHale is not a wheelchair user. This ignores the substantive critiques many people have made of the show's treatment of people with disabilities, such as the "stuttering is so easy to fake for years" storyline, Artie being treated as a prop who rarely ever actually pushes his own wheelchair, the use of the "very special disability episode" trope, and the show getting kudos for having a character with a disability despite rarely ever giving the character any lines. And every time I think about the "ha ha ha" joke of "deaf person who doesn't know he's deaf! Ha ha!" I want to scream.

I'm really tired that any substantial critique of the pop-culture treatment of people with disabilities always being boiled down to "what, do you want us to only cast PWD to play characters with disabilities?" No, we want pop culture to stop treating characters with disabilities like the butt of jokes, like props to be rolled out on a whim, like very special episodes, or like Oscar bait.

I'm very happy that Glee has cast an actual disabled actor to play an actual disabled person in one actual guest spot in one actual episode. I won't be watching the episode because I have no more patience for the show and the amount of abuse I get for talking about it, or any other critique of pop culture's representation of disability.


Seriously. It is not worth my time to engage with the show or critique it any more. I would like to not spend every week eating my own liver and then being told to like or I'm just a useless [insert insult here] who should just fucking shut up.

I'd much rather talk about my conference presentation.

Which is going to be fucking awesome just because I'm so damned irritated at Glee now.

I'll show you, world!
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 09:03 pm
Since I've gone on a massive subscribing spree, courtesy of a certain friending meme, I figured now would be a good time to write up that proper introductory post I never did in all the nearly-a-year I've had this journal.

I. I was born in Toboso, Negros, a provincial fishing village in the Philippines. It was a very dramatic birth: I was two months early, my mother's water had broken but she was having no contractions, the doctor was not around (see: two months premature), some random guy had to be recruited to cut my mom open, he slashed my face (I still a faint scar on my left cheekbone), my mother nearly bled out and died, my father and my uncle had to give her an emergency blood transfusion...

Like I said. Dramatic.

II. My family immigrated to the US when I was toddler. I was about a year and a half old, I think. I've lived here ever since. I regularly visit the provinces every few years. Long time readers might recall some of my stories from such vacations: the time I was ejected from a pedicab and tore my leg open, the time I trekked through the jungle to visit the manghilot so he could fixed the right arm I'd wrecked when I slipped and fell on it, the time I had to flee from the beach at Boracay because there was an exchange of gunfire, the time a political assassination took place down the street while my relatives and I were sitting on my aunt's lanai, drinking kalamansi juice and mistakenly thought the gunshots I heard were firecrackers until my father came rushing in from the street and dragged us all inside. The Toboso of my childhood is very different from the Toboso of today. Last summer, militants bombed the local cell phone tower. It's hard to say when I'll go back. Maybe in a couple years.

III. When I was a little girl, maybe 3 or 4, I smashed the middle finger of my left hand when I fell from a chair and ended up splitting it open when that heavy wooden chair landed right on it. The stitches left scars that I still have to this day and in fact, have somewhat deformed the fingerpad of my top joint. In elementary school, I used to draw smiley faces in the unmarred section of that fingertip because the way the scars curve, they kind of resemble the outline of a face with center-parted bangs. My sense of touch in that finger is very coarse -- just pressure and large temperature changes. Texture is pretty much lost to me there, and sometimes I don't feel pain depending on how extreme the source is.

IV. I graduated from college with a degree in biology. I currently work as a lab technologist in applied research. I don't really talk about my day job and given where I live, some of you can probably guess why.

V. As some of you might have surmised, I bought a townhouse towards the end of last year. It was a short sale. Yes, that's right. I was one of those people who benefited from other people's pain and sorrow during the housing meltdown. On the other hand, yay for not buying into the housing boom mindset of "Buy now or forever be priced out!" and instead funneling all those funds away doggedly and determinedly for years and years, such that I was able to make a 20% down payment when my time finally came and still have money to fix up my townhouse the way I like it with a good savings cushion left over.

VI. In terms of updating, upgrading and renovating, since I gained possession of the townhouse, there's been: painting, a new refrigerator (with an ice maker!), a complete master bathroom renovation from top to bottom, a sump pump installed, hardwood installed in the living/dining room combo, and carpet replaced throughout the rest of the house. The current, and final, planned project for the next couple years is the kitchen install. As you've no doubt noticed since that's all I'm talking about. orz

VII. I was first introduced to anime when I watched Vampire Hunter D on TNT when I was 12 or 13. I don't count stuff like Robotech or Voltron since those were multiple shows edited and spliced together for a US audience. With Vampire Hunter D, thus began my lifelong affair with Hideyuki Kikuchi's works which may have their problematic moments but have a sensibility, enthusiasm and style I love and adore.

VIII. I read my very first manga at the age of 14 when someone gave me the first volume of Battle Angel for my birthday. This was back in the day when manga was still being mirror imaged so North American audiences could read from left to right. With Alita, thus began my lifelong affair with dangerous ladies.

IX. My very first fandom was Rurouni Kenshin. In my formative years as a anime/manga fan, I was pretty monofannish. I read fics in other fandoms (Dragonball Z, Sailor Moon) but RuroKen was like home. Then I graduated from college and kind of drifted away from fandom for a few years. I briefly flirted with Harry Potter fandom for, like, 2 weeks before fleeing in terror upon realizing my ship (Harry/Hermione) was a bit... overzealous. A couple years later, I read a manhwa named Island which I still love to this day and decided to venture back into fandom to see if I could find other people who'd read this title about a spoiled rich girl hunted by sex demons who want to violate her, who asks an undead serial killer to protect her... a cliché story that becomes a meditation on the strained relationship between Korea and Japan. And thus began my current incarnation in fandom: that of the multifannish fen who pretty much only runs around in obscure, little-known, and micro-fandoms. Except for Avatar: The Last Airbender, which I actively avoid due to its rabid hate for my pet pairing, and One Piece, which is one of Weekly Shounen Jump's Big 3 but no one really talks about the way they do Naruto or Bleach? I dunno!

X. I do write fic, but I'm not very prolific. At all. My early fic was very id-driven. My current fic tends to be very reactionary, in the sense that I'm reacting to something in the canon I did not like, or responding to a general trend in fandom I despise.

XI. Once upon a time, I used to write fantasy novels of the darker persuasion. It was during that time I took a break from fandom, actually. In fact, I used to pursue publication back then, even had a nice chat with an editor or two. I'm not particularly that interested in pursuing publication anymore but I'd like to write a novel or two again. Because everyone could always use more dangerous ladies engaging in epic sword fights in their lives.

XII. Other than that? I'm left-handed. I'm short. I'm thin. I have black hair I sometimes grow long, I sometimes cut short, I sometimes highlight with mahogany and caramel streaks. I have brown eyes. My skin is neither as pale as that of my half-Chinese mother nor as dark as that of my mestizo father. My most favorite foods include kare-kare, lumpia shanghai, hot and sour soup, spicy maguro rolls, seafood pad krapow, mangoes, balut, noodles, and rainbow sherbert. I'm most comfortable in flip flops, low-riding boot-cut jeans, and a tank top but I can be convinced to wear other outfits. Usually.

XIII. Oh yeah, I also like horror, ghosts, and all things supernatural. I like collecting folklore and urban legends pertaining to the supernatural and storing them in my head. It's true.

And that's me.
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 05:26 pm
The Hollywood Reporter has the news as of Friday, as well as the pros and cons (in terms of scheduling conflicts, not worthiness of the actor).

The Shield is his for the taking...  )
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 09:46 pm
Our adjudication committee has reviewed your abstract and we would like to invite you to present your paper at the Sixth Annual Critical Disability Studies Graduate Student Conference. Please confirm that you are willing to take part, and register for the event by emailing your name, number of guests, accommodations, and dietary restrictions to cds_grad@yorku.ca.

The conference will take place on Saturday April 24th, 9:00 am - 5:00 pm, with a reception at 5:00. If you have any time constraints and would like to present at a specific time, you are welcome to make a request that we will do our best to honour.

The event will take place at Vari Hall, on York University's Keele campus. If you require sleeping arrangements in Toronto, we can look into the possibility of billeting.

For more information about the conference, you can consult our website: http://www.yorku.ca/cds_grad/

I look forward to your response. Thank you again for submitting.

Warm Regards,


Now, if only I can get through this conference....
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 08:34 pm
OMG person who left their dog outside for the last *looks at clock* six freakin' hours to bark and bark and bark...may your children be disappointments and your showers mold!

I am looking at starting another pair of socks, ones better sized to MY foot!  Since I spent a full hour and fifty minutes straight in an MRI tunnel today so my doc can track down the why of how I get migraines (see?!  I have admitted it...admission is the first step), I rewarded myself with a sport weight yarn to play with a pattern I have been eyeballing.  

Still feeling good (altho a bit snappish tonight, but I blame that on life) so all your good karma must be working.  I think I will be seeing Diary of a Wimpy Kid tomorrow with Things One and Two
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 05:31 pm
Because this community simply does not have enough Usagi Yojimbo. One post? WE NEED MOAR.

I found this story in an issue of Critters #7, from January 1987. The book was a monthly anthology magazine which had a few stories in each issue. This one has three stories: Gnuff: Who Is Örva by Freddy Milton (which takes up most of the book, and I didn't like), Lizards in: "De Grand Wa-Zoo" by Sam Kieth (4 pages and it made no sense at all) and an early ten page Usagi Yojimbo story, "Blind Swords-Pig!". Written and drawn by Stan Sakai. I have done my best to keep the scans at less than 3.3 pages in total.

One does not just walk into town. )

Suggested tags: creator: stan sakai, series: usagi yojimbo, publisher: fantagraphics, char: miyamoto usagi

(Another request: Could a mod please rename the "char: usagi yojimbo" tag to "series: usagi yojimbo"? The character's name is Miyamoto Usagi, after all. ;p)

This story has been reprinted in the "Usagi Yojimbo Book 1: The Ronin" TPB, published by Fantagraphics Books.
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 05:23 pm
Draw. Draw what you see. Draw what you don't see. Draw any time you think of it, whenever you put pen to paper to do something else. Draw in a sketchbook. Draw on the corners and margins of your shopping list. (If you get a good one, paste it in your sketchbook to look back on later.) Draw elementary geometric shapes and solids. Draw bent sheets and banners. Draw perspective. Draw a thousand roads disappearing into the horizon. Draw a thousand castles with crenelations and gates and towers and a flapping banner on top. Draw an apple, an orange. Draw texture. Look at the way the light hits something and reflects. Study shadow. Study how everything on your desk is made up of the elementary shapes you learned. That's a cylinder. There's a plane, and a box with rounded edges, and that's a box that got itself confused and got sent to the cone factory, with little fiddly bits. Discover the drape of cloth. Discover the drape of this cloth vs. that cloth: how lightly cotton lies, how stiff suits wrinkle despite themselves, the drape and swish of heavy knit. Draw motion. Watch the blur of this into that, figure out how to draw the transition, which things are necessary to convey the whole and which you can leave out. Draw cartoons. Draw the realistic, every little grain of sand. Simplify. Exaggerate. Study. Work from a photo. Work from life. Learn the face, the body, all the different eyes and noses and ears and chins you can find. Learn all the colors of every part of your own skin. Learn someone else's. Find work you admire and reverse-engineer it. Find an artist you admire, find five, and watch them work if you can. Learn your tools. Stretch their limits. Make printer's ink work like watercolor. Stack watercolor like tempera. Try acrylic, oil, oil pastel, crayon, highlighter, whiteboard marker, pencil, your own blood if you have nothing else. Distinguish the constructive from the non-constructive, and discard the latter. Is "that sucks" really "that's not to my taste" or "your execution was poor", or both? Don't stop. If you stop, start again. Start with something elementary and simple and stupid if you have to. Go back to basics. Draw what you see. Draw something else. Look at the others in your field. If "[you] could do better", do it. Start over. Throw it all out if you have to (and give some to somebody who won't, and scan it first in case you change your mind). Keep going. Plop some up on the internet. Figure out what tools you're missing and save up for them. Blow too much of your grocery money on art supplies and decide you like the taste of ramen this week. Try not to do that again too often. Accept a commission or two. Figure out what they can't pay you to do. Struggle with a dozen different art programs. Learn how to scan. Learn how to modify something you sketched up into something with colors that nature didn't make it easy to get to.

But draw. Draw. Draw.
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Sunday, March 21st, 2010 10:36 am
Preview:

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More under the cut )
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Saturday, March 20th, 2010 05:39 pm
Title: Take Refuge in What You Know, Chapter 10
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Spock/Kirk, hints of others
Rating: PG-13/R for some suggestive stuff towards the beginning.
Notes: Written for the Star Trek XI Kink Meme prompt found here: "AU - Kirk has moved into a apartment/house and wants to get to know his neighbors. He meets his neighbor Spock, a loner who suffers from extreme agoraphobia. Kirk thinks he's beautiful enigma."


Chapter Ten )
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 10:55 pm
Challenges
[info]drmckaystills: Challenge #16 - winners
[info]mcshep_icontest: Reminder - Challenge 192
[info]mcsheplets: Reminder for challenge #67 (Matchmaking) and poll for #68
[info]sg1_five_things: Prompt 93.04: Five things that Lorne does while Sheppard and the others are taking back Atlantis from the replicators

Miscellaneous
[info]atlantis_vids: Stargate Movie Campaign project!
[info]jmallozzi_blog: March 19, 2010: A pitiful sight! Production goings-on! Brackets busted! And more from the Atlantis Art Department Archives
[info]awesomehewletts: Kate tweets and a visit to NYC

Fanfic Gen
[info]bratfarrar: Scratch (II) - [G]
[info]bratfarrar: The Long Goodbye - [G]
[info]friendshipper: All The Roads Return - [PG]

Fanfic Het
[info]gottalovev: All Worlds Converge To Where You Are (John Sheppard/Dean Winchester) - (McKay/Sheppard) (Sheppard/OFC) (Sheppard/OMC) [NC17]

Fanfic Slash (McKay/Sheppard)
[info]danceswithgary: Mastering Fire - [G]
[info]ribbon_purple: Happenstance - [R]
[info]gottalovev: All Worlds Converge To Where You Are (John Sheppard/Dean Winchester) - (Sheppard/OFC) (Sheppard/OMC) [NC17]

Fanfic Slash various
[info]gottalovev: All Worlds Converge To Where You Are (John Sheppard/Dean Winchester) - (McKay/Sheppard) (Sheppard/OFC) (Sheppard/OMC) [NC17]
[info]cwilson2006: Reality Feels - (Lorne/Parrish) [NC17]

Fanart
[info]hihoplastic: Icons and Banners
[info]calcitrix: Skin Is Sweet - (Lorne/Parrish) [PG13]

Icons
[info]hihoplastic: Icons and Banners

Screencaps
[info]teyla_daily: The Long Goodbye
[info]jt_daily: Rising, Part 1
[info]sga_daily: The Ark
[info]lizabeth_daily: 4x02 - Lifeline
[info]sparky_daily: 4x02 - Lifeline
[info]daily_mcshep: LIFELINE - (McKay/Sheppard)
[info]hewlett_daily: Traders

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Saturday, March 20th, 2010 07:09 pm
For those looking for inspiration, there's one new John/Cam comment fic prompt:

SG1/SGA, Cam/John, five times John surprised Cam and one time Cam surprised John.

And two new challenges:

If you haven't found a Big Bang challenge that's to you taste, [community profile] scifibigbang might be for you. The requirements are a minimum of 25 000 words, based on any science fiction or fantasy show video game, or book, and fusions and crossovers are both allowed. Sign-ups are open until the end of March. (There's a mirror on LJ for those who prefer that.)

And [livejournal.com profile] lgbtfest is a multi-fandom fest that's currently accepting prompts dealing with LGBT characters. I'm sure they could use more John/Cam prompts.


If none of these inspire you, you can always check out the previous prompts & challenges posts.

If anyone knows of any prompts or challenges that I've missed, please leave a comment and I'll edit the post to add them. They don't necessarily have to be explicitly John/Cam as long as they can be written as John/Cam.
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 07:03 pm
Camera raws can be found here thanks to anonymous. Also, this chapter was ridiculously well timed, and in some ways so is my translation. Enjoy the equinox, all! 

If you ever get close to a human, and human behavior... )
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 10:49 pm
Kind of a quietly faily week for reasons that are tedious to go into. On the bright side there's a sniff of a job, which is part-time, university related and looks easy enough to work around (good) but which isn't actually teaching/research (sigh). On the other hand, money.
Anyway, today I saw the lovely [personal profile] madjackal and her girlfriend for dinner and I'm now being admonished by my housemate (M, not the Citizen or B) for giggling during Titanic's tragic death scene. Look, the "Jack, Jack, oh fsck he's dead" bit amused me when I was 13, it amuses me now, I am totally mature. However, as a love song for the ship it really, really works for me, and the bit guaranteed to make me a bit quiet and thoughtful is the final swoop through the corroded, crusted deck of the ship and its slow transformation into the gleaming, cared-for, elegant ship it once was, sloughing off the salt water and years to reveal something young and sleek. It's kind of what a drowned ship might dream about.

The rats are being especially cute. I've rat-proofed my stairwell and they're enjoying having more free-range time. The other day I foolishly attempted to do German homework there with them, and instead of running around and exploring they thought it was far more entertaining to dive down the sleeve of my writing arm, try to nibble the pen as I was attempting to write, try to chew the paper and generally harass me instead of entertaining themselves. I'm not cross though; in fact, I'm rather flattered that they'd rather play with me instead of investigate the boxes and tunnels they have there.
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 06:41 pm
We got one! It's not in stock, so it'll be another two weeks but eh, that's okay.

We decided to go with freezer at the bottom, no ice maker/water in the door to give us more space (we bought a Brita filter pitcher instead) and to leap up from our current 19 cubic feet to around 25.

We narrowed it down to two: a shop floor GE Profile that had a two drawer freezer and was priced at $3300, but the man said he could give it us for $2099 and a Samsung for $1800.

I wanted the GE because, gosh, such a bargain! but David didn't like the clunky pull out deli drawer and $250 more, plus about $10 a year more to run...the Samsung just looked more modern somehow and snazzier. It has an ice maker in the freezer but we may or may not hook that up.

Thank you for all the advice and help. This is it, though we didn't buy it from Best Buy; you can see the inside if you click through the pix (if you want to. I mean, it's a fridge; it's not that exciting ;-)

Fridge!

We just pulled our old one out to measure the space exactly (it's going to be a tight squeeze.) ICK! So gross. Dust bunnies, food scraps, general yuckiness. I was comforted by knowing every fridge and oven in the world looks like that but even so. I hastily cleaned it up; let's see how messy it gets in the next two weeks.
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 05:40 pm
Uh, but it was actually a really quick process and we forgot to actually take pictures before the gauze went on. So ... pictures sometime. Yes.
Saturday, March 20th, 2010 06:32 pm
So, I think we have a finished shawl somewhere in our ranks! How are the rest of us doing?